It Ain't Easy

7.4.18 // Concrete Studios // Los Angeles, CA

 

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Flying out to Dallas tomorrow. Excited for this week of hard work, fun people, and dancing! - - - #singer #songwriter #itsspencerlee #losangeles #kingdom #ministry #childofGod #workin #localartist #artist #artistsoninstagram #christian #worship #music #worshipper #hollywood #makingmoves #liveauthentic #california #socal #hollywood #christianwoman #dancer #christiandancer
oh LA. Such a love-hate relationship. I consider moving at least every other day lol. I grew up in a small city in Oregon but have been in LA 6 and a 1/2 years. And I have forgotten what it’s like to live in a city that isn’t obsessed with looks, going into debt to look rich, and only dating to get further in their career lol. I think I have a fear of moving away from what’s familiar... but my curiosity and craving for something new grows bigger by the day.
clothed in white she’s been made clean. 📸 x @lilcflo / @lilcflo_stills - - - - #singer #songwriter #itsspencerlee #losangeles #kingdom #ministry #childofGod #workin #localartist #artist #artistsoninstagram #christian #worship #music #worshipper #hollywood #makingmoves #liveauthentic #california #socal #hollywood #christianwoman
In a few days I’ll be back up in the skies headin over to Dallas, TX. Excited to be in rehearsals all day long and perform out there. Also... cannot wait to visit @upperroomdallas. LES GO!!! . . . #travelholic #travelphotography #portland #pnw #oregon #artist #worshipper #worshipleader #kingdomwork #travelling #liveauthentic #christianwoman #inspiremygram #photography #iphonephotography #travelphotography
The name Spencer means “dispenser of goods” / “keeper of provisions”. Little did I know that I was being prophesied over every time someone called me by name. God has given me many gifts and talents to dispense. Words have power. Names have even more. Be careful what you call yourself. How do you describe you? Who do you say you are? Who does God say you are?
Lemme say this. Taking time for yourself is okay as well as important and necessary. I personally think there is a wrong mindset in the church when it comes to serving. We tend to make people feel used. We expect people to show up, smile bright, look put together, and do their duty of serving without checking in on them and making sure they are mentally and spiritually healthy. I could say SO much more. But all that to say - 2019 I am really taking the time to work on myself. I’ve pushed so many childhood and young adult traumas down inside and I feel God’s tug to finally deal with them and not apologize for the self care I’m about to take. Breaks. Therapy. Solitude. Single life. Me and God all day.
“the time is now.” since August this has been a repeating phrase in my life and in the lives of believers around me. there is a shift happening. God is moving in a mighty way among the arts. don’t be shocked when God pushes you off the cliff of your comfort zone to free fall into his calling for your life. the time is now people. no more being timid about what God has told you to do. NO MORE TIMIDITY. go. right. now. - 📸 x @lilcflo / @lilcflo_stills - - - - #singer #songwriter #itsspencerlee #losangeles #kingdom #ministry #childofGod #workin #localartist #artist #artistsoninstagram #christian #worship #music #worshipper #hollywood #makingmoves #liveauthentic #california #socal #hollywood #christianwoman
What. A. Night. So blessed to have been able to help lead worship for We Worship in Monterey, CA. Got to lead alongside these beautiful worshippers. Some laughs and whole lot of the Holy Spirit. God showed up in an amazing way. Thank you @_misternelson for bringing me out here and trusting me to lead. Let’s do this again!
#airportwrites- I wanna fly to the skies where all my insecurities seem to die. where confidence is worn and every fear is torn. I wanna soar above the clouds where freedom is found. where all my chains are broken and your voice i can soak in. but until you call me home I’ll bring the heavens down in poems. sing about your name as you lift my veil of shame. - - - #travelholic #travelphotography #portland #pnw #oregon #artist #worshipper #worshipleader #kingdomwork #travelling #liveauthentic #christianwoman #inspiremygram #photography #iphonephotography #travelphotography
sometimes life feels more like shadow than light. some days feel like the sun, too embarrassed by it’s own reflection, never shows it’s face. and when these seasons come, I have hope that they’ll go just the same. because nothing that isn’t God lasts forever. 🖤 - 📸 x the amazing @lilcflo / @lilcflo_stills - - - #singer #songwriter #itsspencerlee #losangeles #kingdom #ministry #childofGod #workin #localartist #artist #artistsoninstagram #christian #worship #music #worshipper #hollywood #makingmoves #liveauthentic #california #socal #hollywood #christianwoman #poetry #wordsofwisdom #inspiremyinstagram